2012年5月13日 星期日

exam=.=

well..just 1 week but i feel tired and pek  cek ><...2 weeks more to go..how i'm going to manage it=.=

some more, my mood== emo like hell...

just wanna k books all along these 3 weeks, hehe =)...hope i get a good result this time..

i'm not gonna to show my failure to that stupid ego student at science class..

2012年4月21日 星期六

To: 5A3

首先,原谅我的婆妈。因为我实在忍不住==。

其实,现在,我的事情,能得到你们的了解,我很感激,也很庆幸有你们这班同班同学。

你们不介意你们被校规紧紧绑得比我的事情发生之前紧,也不介意我连累到你们。我很感恩,我很感恩上天给我这班同学。

当我第一次在班上宣布因为我的缘故,你们会被“有心人”学长盯住时,我的预期结果,是你们的脸应该是很臭,甚至可能会马上讽刺我。我本来已经做好心理准备的。

但当我宣布后,你们没有,你们只给了我几句话“我们撑你“,”你没有做错“,”没事的啦“等等。

我听到的时候,我打从内心感恩上天。我不知道要怎样讲。因为我没有想过你们给我的是这些一点讽刺,一点责怪 都没有的话语。你们给我的,是”加油“,”你是对的“。。

没错,整件事情里,我不认为我自己有错,但同时,我很内疚,我内疚我连累了我的班。我连累到你们每天下课后的时间都被绑住,绑得紧紧的。排队一直以来都不整齐的我们,因为我的缘故,你们要在五分钟里那么匆忙的时间排好,排得整整齐齐。星期四,当我看到你们非常整齐的到lab.其实我在下面看到,责怪自己,这是我连累的缘故。

昨天,找我们班亲爱的班长美琦谈了很久,重点就是叫我不要自责,谢谢你 =)

5A3的同学,我何其有幸有你们这班朋友,我三生修来的福~谢谢你们,永远珍惜你们~


家明
well...long time no updated= = and i really wanna to chg another blog..but no idea which website= =..

well..now i just realised that my school form 5 science stream students are so....

well..not all...i'm not them...and i will not shooting them...fine~

things happened on tuesday ~..

duty-ing kampung and saw 5S4 students didn't line up when going apd room...just 6-8 students rushing back to class to take their books and line up to apd...remember ....just 6-8, wher are the others?

school rules asked to line up wherever students go and because of that, i marked down their class and give it to our friendly Pn.Chai =)

next day, pn chai just asked their class to stand up and punished them for learning line up at students activity center until friday..remember, the punishment not serious. just learning to line up..

but S4 students said that, they have line up and not happy about that. or should i say, beh song?..and S4 have 2 pengawas too, after they 2 know i marked their class, come and scolded me.1 of them , lets named him A ."diam lar, we got line up lar...diam lar" " i didn't see the line, i didn't see the students"."diam lar, u dare to say we didn't line up?" "yes!"and this argue ends up because head got something to say...

normally, students won't know which prefect wrote their name , but when i duty in recess time, seems like S4 students all know i wrote their class...how they know?...we all know the reason =)..and 1 of the student lets named" D" come and asked me to BE CAREFUL!~...well...i just tell pn chai about this thing...and my friend suggest me to make a report on police station. So i did at night after tuition with friend.maybe it's a little kua zheong but it just promising my safety=)...police told me that anything happened on me, they checked that student 1st..

at school when i back to class, my classmate told me that there is ah boy keep staring at my class after recess...wanna to catch us about whether we line up or not.. or not in class in 3 minutes?...(school rules want every students back to class after recess in 3 minutes).....huh?

next day, i show to pn chai that report , and pn chai tell me that ytd she meet with A ,D and 2 monitors of 5S4...they recognized that they didn't line up...those 6-8 students are rushing to apd room., others going slowly and because of that i didn't see other 30++ students. and so?...means not line up right?...same only, so what's wrong on me?...when pn chai asking D , he say joking only...huh?...

pn chai admit that since i reported to police so she must let him know this and asked him to say what he should say to me..but when recess time, duty same place again..( i don't know pn chai already find him or not)...he just didn't but make some "clark" sound with his fingers and say something i dunno to listen..but it is clear that he is beh song ~huh?

when i back to class, my friend tell me that another pengawas in S4 , asked him to tell me that to be careful when outside alone, A planning to ask people to beat me ...HUH?...i really wanna ask A. is it necessary?..u and i are pengawas, we are in same team...we've been 5 years friend...now u find ppl to beat me because of this reason?...just 3 days of line up punishment, is it necessary?...u not even think on my position and i don't care...the thing i care is we are same prefect, this is how u treat ur teammate when ur class being punished? and u wanna to make revenge on my class!?..come on, is it necessary?...then i can tell u that if u stay in prefect team is to revenge those wrote ur class, then don't be a prefect, u are not suitable, 100%!!

FINE, dun talk about is it real he did that...because now i still nothing happened...but even if he did that, so what?. i reported to police, whatever happened to me, i will ask police to check u too...don't forget i have witness...u can't even run...what?....u think nvm because u think u can give police tips and u'll be fine.?..i can tell that when i did, i will make this thing even serious than now, the whole malaysia will post this news and i will make attention from not only police...u won't have the chance to use money to save u...

why i make it so serious?...when i'm trying to solve problems, u all not even trying to...so...i let u make ur decison....u wanna in the jail or not, that's ur choice,.u beat me, ready to jail...if u don't then nth happened...u make ur own choice..

ok...now let time to make this result...another thing is...

same day on tuesday...class 5S1..hmm..i saw a girl brought food from home but didn't eat in canteen, but she didn't eat also ..she tell me that and i asked her to put back to class..she listened but at this time, her friend, let's named "H"... H asked her friend " y u talk with DOG"...i heard and i turn my head back stare her a while and i continue walking and write down H name...and when i pass by her again , she said this " 不要对号入座“ huh?..i don't care and just pass name to pn chai =)

prefects from S1 told me that H didnt even respect her class prefect, when they back to class, she said " dog coming"...well..nvm...the next day pn chai ask H to meet her, probably scold her what?...my fren tell me that after she back to class , she cried...HUH?...and when i back home, i saw her twitter scold me like hell...keep scolding me DOG scolding me NOOB, CURSE me and more and more...HUH?..if i really 对号入座, then what u mean this?...u are 17 girl, u dare to say then u dare to recognize urself, u scold me dog, scold ur classmate prefect dog..and u don't ever think that u are wrong..nvm...this thing pn chai know already...she tell me that don't care this thing anymore, she'll handle..and she also tell me that last time police come to school make a speech, that policewoman tell her that ...if someone did like this..i can charge her and she'll punish in jail for 7 years...this is obviously defamation ...if not for pn chai, i will do that when i back to home...but when i back home..she still scolding at her twitter...FINE...i tell myself don't care this...for chong hwa's reputation...i must not care...

huhu....i didn't even think that i will being scolded by so much ppl because my duty for school....well....nvm...i did nothing wrong....and i will go on my duty until my retirement on prefect team..