another holiday gone and 1st exam finally passed...

it's so tired to study.

and i'm damn lonely now..

i can talk to nobody when i'm in the house..

i can do nothing to cover my lonely..

i find nothing to cover my missing to my aunt...

i miss her...

and i want the holiday come NOW...

i know it's impossible to make it come now..

but i will wait for it...

last year i can wait..

this year sure CAN...

but...

along the waiting road..

it's lonely..it's full of sadness..

maybe i think too much ...

or maybe i always stay in a negative point of view..

but that's ME..

i just cannot forgive myself not to be that..

i tried...but i can't..