it's so tired to study.
and i'm damn lonely now..
i can talk to nobody when i'm in the house..
i can do nothing to cover my lonely..
i find nothing to cover my missing to my aunt...
i miss her...
and i want the holiday come NOW...
i know it's impossible to make it come now..
but i will wait for it...
last year i can wait..
this year sure CAN...
but...
along the waiting road..
it's lonely..it's full of sadness..
maybe i think too much ...
or maybe i always stay in a negative point of view..
but that's ME..
i just cannot forgive myself not to be that..
i tried...but i can't..
