sometimes, i thought that...

die is the only way to finish these......

but i'm not childish again.

only childish mind will thinking about that...

so...

the only thing i could say is...

i'll face to the problem...

but, although that,

i will still waiting for something i always want before...

i will not change my mind..

it just, i won't be childish anymore...

someone said:childish is the only thing that may let you be happy in your life"

but for me,

definitely NOT!

so, from today onwards...

i will only not childish any more...

i'm gonna to solve this problem..

in ...maybe ......... "cruel"